Almost a whole year since I have posted anything at all....I can only say that I have just been to darn laxy to get up and the get the laptop and type.
Well I have to sadly report that I am one of the statistics...I went from 144 to 156 and I ca not get below 150 . So yeah I am the one who didn't listen to the dietary guidelines and drank soda and even ate candy !and now every morning I get on the scale and then feel like such a failure. My mother even said I didn't deserve the surgery because I didn't truly appreciate it -- She has never been a maternal type of mother to me anyway, but I hold on to the hope that one day she will come around and I treat her as well as I possibly can because it's the right thing to do and I want to teach my children how to treat people ........
Anyway back to the weight gain. I feel very ashamed of what I did. I am starting today and eat much better--and yes I have sad that a million times, but I mean it for sure this time,
