Beach Trip

Hubby surprised me with a trip to the beach for the memorial holiday weekend ...so very sweet of him to do that. Wilmington NC and Pleasure Island have become my favorite home away from home. But to be totally honest this weekend I wasn't that in awe about the place, not sure why-- just really exhausted and tired. Didn't fell good about myself because I have been gaining weight and it is 100% my own fault, I am the one who chooses what I put in my body and the one who doesn't do any exercise..I am the statistic that assumed this was the magic fix and thought I wouldn't have to put any effort into it . Now I am wishing that I'd had the gastric bypass instead of the sleeve !! I have a cousin who had the bypass recently and she's lost a lot mor weight than I have and it's only been a few months -- so I am feeling really bad about myself ...