failure

Well I feel like a total failure right now. I have GAINED weight-- yep it is slowing creeping back up to 150  I weigh 147 ..... I am so ashamed of yself for wasting the opportunity to learn better nutritional skills. It is all 100% my fault and it is from my crappy eating habits and lack of exercise. It is so true when they tell you that this surgery isn't a magical answer and that it still takes effort and work. I eat something that I  know isn't healthy and think ah what the heck I am not gonna gain weight , but oh boy was I wrong. I am positive that my stomach is now stretched out and before long I will be back up to 200 lbs with a sleeve pouch !!!